I miss having a boyfriend, but I'm afraid of experimenting. What should I do?

Hi Meow, what you do is to go out with as many guys as you can, not because you think you love them, not because you think you have to keep on dating them, but because every time you go out with a guy you learn something about guys. It gives you an insight to all the different types of guys that are around. This experience you gain will help you when you find the guy you really love and the guy who cares for and loves you. You seem by your question to be pretty hopeless when you get boyfriends, the right one eludes every time. But you use them to gain experience which maybe invaluable in the future. It will also get you out of the stupid nutshell you're in. Anyway you can't lock yourself away you really need to get out there and find out what makes all the different types of guy tick. Eventually you will find the one you want. I wish you happiness.